reason to Dream

" without a Dream there is no reason to work
...without Work there is no reason to dream."

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.                                                                                                       Copyright © 1987 Lee Ayers

speaking of dreams, nanaginip po ako


ang dami kong panaginip ngayon, and i remember most of them,

unlike some time before


before i worked, i never dreamed, really,  ..or at least i dont remember dreams when i wake up, or they are not vivid




eto:





Bingi daw ako, sa una kong panaginip, which is not far from truth in real life,


pero sabi:























Deaf 

To dream that you are deaf, indicates that you are feeling secluded from the world.
You may be closing yourself off from new experiences or shutting yourself out.
If someone else in your dream is deaf, this suggests that someone close to you
is withdrawn and not sharing their emotions.

which is also not far from truth in real life

Sa ikalawa kong panaginip, we were standing near a fireplace, c mama, my sister janine, and I

isa syang bahay na bato, at parang may kagubatan sa labas, kitang-kita from inside the house bcoz of the glass panels


a visitor came in, binalita nya patay na daw tatay ko!


nahulog, nadurog, ang puso ko!


sobra


then I woke up,

and wondered,

hindi naman ako ganon kalungkot cguro kung mamamatay tatay ko, kung lola ko pa, cguro ganun ka-intense


so i looked this up, too?


yes:

 Death

Dreams about death are not necessarily bad omens, but they usually represent anxious or angry feelings. To dream of your own death is actually positive - it means renewal and letting go of an old stage of life. This is also a common dream when you are getting over an illness - and it's a good sign that you are getting better. However, if you dream that you are dying slowly, you need to drastically change your routine and reenergize your life. To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain quality that the loved one represents. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. To dream of a death frequently signifies news of a birth. To be aware of a dead person you cannot identify foretells an inheritance which may not be personal, but could be indirectly beneficial to you.




so, i realized it was the positive values my father represents that saddened me, not his physical death,

but the loss of the values in life that for me he represents,  Loyalty, Perseverance, Hardwork,

maybe there's one word that conveys all these values, but iM at a loss


and i also realized that things we don't deal with in  "real life"  always turn up somewhere, in weird circumstances, coincidences, and in dreams

yun lang po, sharing

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Numerology

Another one of those stupid things we really enjoy doing:

How is Numerology Portrait calculated?

The ancient science of numerology offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results.

To calculate the values used in numerology, all digits of a number are first added together. If the outcome is a number with more than one digit, the resulting digits are added together again until they are reduced to a single digit. For example, the number 27 is reduced by adding 2 + 7 to get 9. The number 1974 is reduced by adding 1 + 9 + 7 + 4 to get 21; then 21 is further reduced by adding 2 + 1 to get 3. All numbers are reduced to single digits between 1 and 9 except the special master number 11, which is not reduced in numerological calculations.

Letters are first converted into numbers, which are then added together until they become a single digit. The letter A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc.; M = 13, which becomes 1 + 3 = 4. For example, the name Amy is equal to 1 + 4 + 7 = 12. 12 is then further reduced by adding 1 + 2 to get 3.

Your Numerology Portrait applies the results of several calculations to provide insight into the most important aspects of your personality. If you have a Y in your name, please consult the table for further information on how we treat that letter's dual nature as consonant and vowel.

Your soul number reveals your inner, private self, the underlying motivations that influence your decisions and actions, your subconscious desires and your most deeply ingrained attitudes. (It is determined by adding the values for the vowels in your full birth name.)

Your Numerology Portrait is based on the following calculations:

Is Y considered a consonant or a vowel?

- If your first name begins with Y, then Y will appear in the "first vowel" section of your portrait. All other sections of your portrait will treat that Y as a consonant.

- If a Y appears in any other position in your first, middle or last name, it will be considered a consonant if preceded by a vowel and vice versa.

Total for each letter:

  1      2       3      4      5     6      7      8     9
A=3 B=0  C=2  D=1  E=5  F=0  G=1  H=0  I=1
J=1  K=0  L=2  M=1  N=1  O=1  P=0  Q=0  R=3
S=0  T=0  U=0  V=0  W=1 X=0  Y=1  Z=1

Consonant Total: 1  (73)
Vowel Total: 5  (50)
Grand Total: 6  (123)
Date Total: 1  (37)
Missing Number(s) are: 2
First letter is L
First vowel is A


Your Soul Number is FIVE.

A deep inner restlessness and discontent with the status quo makes you seek out adventure, excitement, and the unconventional. You thrive on new ideas, change, travel, experimenting with new ways of doing things. Predictability and routine make you feel lifeless and unhappy so you must find a lifestyle that is varied enough to be mentally stimulating and challenging. Independent, freedom-loving, and easily bored, you have trouble making commitments and finishing projects. You often "move on" prematurely, whether in a personal relationship or in your work. You need to develop discipline and perseverance when you have an important goal.

You have many talents and need many outlets and avenues for their expression, but try to finish one thing before attempting the next.









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